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SECTIONED – Part 1: Intro
I loved to tell my stories Tails of joy and mirth A life untouched by tragedy Before my harsh rebirth The first time that I mmf’d I was but sweet 19. Not the seduced innocent But the seductive queen. At 24 I loved a guy I met just minutes before On a pier in Barbados…
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Another Way
Imagine a different way. Mental health wards do not work, even mental health professionals admit that they don’t work and are not nice places. They admit that they would not wish to be there themselves and that they are very stressful environments when they should be a place of sanctuary and respite. As some examples…
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Evidence of Gods – Part 3
Why does God forgive and come to people who have done terrible things and yet, I, who lived my life by the teachings of Jesus have been tormented until it has all been taken from me? For it is God that I have experienced. Other than Alien overlords there is no other explanation. I did…
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Thought of the day
But I fucking hate my company, but I believe in a UK space industry and my company is the biggest company with the most interesting products there is and I want to be part of the science and I want in time to take my expertise overseas but I need expertise to be able to do…
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Evidence of Gods – Chapter 1
Chapter 1 You tell me that I seem fine, but I am not fine, for I now strongly and wholly believe in God. Or more accurately Gods, but I do believe there is one true big boss and maybe even warring factions. You see I am not okay, I spent most of my life being…
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Autism and Me
I am autistic. It’s okay, I’ve known this for a long time and I like/liked that it is/was not that noticeable. I had a life that was very well set up for it. It almost was a predatory life for a very timid girl, I would swoop into a social situation, flit from group to…
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Nothing I have to say
Nothing I have to say hasn’t already been said by 100 artists and performers before me. But I am not an artist or performer, I am an engineer.
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The reluctant activist – When it got bad
Remember the fear, remember the pain Remember how they are turning you insane Remember delighting in all things above Remember you’re fighting for passion and love Remember the tree in the forest so red Remember the day you ran screaming and bled Remember the fight and the battle not won Remember by god, remember my…
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86 Hours in a ward
86 Hours in care In June 2016 year I was sectioned under section 2 of the mental health act. How exactly this came about is still a cause of mystery to me, but it sparked a series of events that would see me sectioned twice more over the next few months and 4 more times…
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The reluctant activist. Chapter 2: Support
Chapter 2 – Support A very attractive gentleman messaged me today and told me that he “hoped I had the support I required” and all I could think of was the following poem, which encapsulates my thoughts on the support provided by the NHS mental health services. Don’t tell me that you’re helping When all…
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