I strongly believe that true recovery from illness born from trauma is possible, but you have to allow people to experience joy, to be stupid at times and heal at their own rate and to not talk about it if they do not wish to, for they will when they want. Conversely, for the distressed, chasing happiness can be disastrous.
In a wondrous world Julie screamed
The essence had run dry
Where once was joy and butterflies
Now seemed like dust and dirt and lies
With chaffed bare hands and battered knees
She scratched the arid earth
Digging deeply frantically
A shallow puddle to unturf
For Julie felt that if she found
Some water underground
She could renew the arid earth
So life and beauty would abound
Yet nothing came but lice and stones
And clouds of swirling black
Her tears the only liquid here
The bright Sun burning on her back
The memories of sweet release
Of frolics, fun and friends
Of dabbled dew and lily pads
Of woodlands, fields, dunes and fens
These urged her onwards, deeper down
So desperately she dug
Not heeding any pleas to wait
She travelled further through the mud
The small oasis Julie found
Was many feet below the ground
Quite shut off from the world above
A shallow joy of broken love
And then the rains began to fall
Water flowed down the walls
But nothing good this deep could grow
An impatient soul’s lost shadow
The raindrops splashed her face and neck
And laughed at her distress
She screamed and clawed and tried to climb
But was far too deep down the mine
The arid earth began to bloom
Larks, daisies, sweet perfume
Lush grass and verdant meadows too
Pools, and tadpoles, a life anew
And as the world above rebound
Julie was nowhere to be found
A pitiful and hollow sound:
Alas. In the well, Julie drowned.
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